I'm Distracting !!

Harini haku sgt sgt tadek mood!!! macam2 dlm kepala hotak haku..rase nak menjerit sekuat hati..rase nak sepak sepak..grrrrr.haku sgt tension..haku hypertension..bukan tak bersyukur..aku bersyukur..cuma keadaan terlalu menekan haku till i feel like im a loser ..duno why my life being soo suck lately..why why why!!! .. there are too many things happened in my life in a short while..lepas satu satu..im give up okeh !!! in 5 months left,i'm suppose to focus on the preparation happily..but what happen to me ntah!! of cos laa im sooo hepi to be his soon Mrs...cume within the waiting period neh..i just hope the miracle suddenly happen..i dun wish a PERFECT life but just a COMPLETE life as usual..please god..i knw there are lots of bad ive done..and im not deserve at all to say these..but plzz...plzz,open up the doors and show me the way before the day...plzzz... :(