Friday, December 31, 2010

Hari Malas Sedunia!




Hari ni aku nak wat pengumuman~bahawasanya hari jumaat terakhir pada tahun 2010 ini adalah hari kemalasan yang sunggoh cemerlang dalam hidup aku..~tak penah secemerlang cmni~..haih..awal pagi arini supposed aku ade appointment with dentist kul 9.30 pg...( nway by right appment aku esoknye : sabtu..tp sbb kan doc Zarin tu nak bercoti..so kene la selit2 tarikh tarikh lain yang mane "dan"..so bile jd penyelit kene la dtg awal kan )..so dgn perasaan beriya aku set alarm malam smlm diiringi perasaan berjiwe tekad nak terpacak ontime depan pintu klinik~alih alih kantoi gak..padan lah muke aku yg suke snooze snooze..so consequence nye..aku kene tunggu lame gile kat klinik tu!!!..dr pkul 10 smpi nak dkat kul 12 tak panggil-panggil..dah macam macam aksi aku buat dalam klinik tu..kuak lentang..kuak kupu kupu..berenang berirama..berenang secara berkumpulan~ ok ok enuf..merepek .tu sindrom yg ketara betol nak menipu ~ betapa nak menunjukkan keboringan aku smpi tahap tak tahu nak browse hape dah kat ipong aku ni..grrr..en Somi pon dah bising..kul 12.30 nak g smyg jumaat dah..so nak tanak dengan ala ala catwalk aku berjalan menuju ke kaunter lantas dgn sedeh aku mengeluarkan kata kata berbaur "cancel"..so next epoinmen je la yek Doctor..see ya!! ~ sambil lambai lambai ala model ~

tetibe assistant Doc tu usik usik aku.."nak cepat ni nak jumpe boipreng la tu"..erk..boipreng hape..elok je en somi aku dok kat atas krusi sambil muke pon dah separoh ketat..dgn muke terkejut dorg reply.."ko dah kawen ke??".. ~ haa..part ni best..part ni best..: mode lompat lompat :~ dgn sedikit kuat voice volume aku.."yep..aku dah kawen! tu haa..en Somi aku "..haaaaaa...ekceli bukan la aku nak show off sgt tapi indeed im doing so purposely aku tujukan kat sorg girl freehair who is wearing sexy short green shirt yg dok belakang aku td..dari tadi dok jeling jeling tajam kat aku everytime aku dok bergurau gurau , dok letak tgn aku atas kaki en somi..ye la..tp aku tak salahkan girl tu pon..sbb forsure 101% dlm pikiran die dok berkata-kata = "pakai tudung tp gedik ngan jantan"..
cume...heyhoo young sista! im married! talk to the hand!
derrr..puhlis la..since wearing hijab ni..aku slalu menghadapi masalah begini bile holding hand or hugging each other with en somi setiap kali kuar..mesti akan ade yg pandang2 dan jeling2 tajam pd aku.. ~ sengal der ~

ok..then back to the topic..
then chiow balik damansara..dalam keta beriye en somi make a plan..~balik ni kite kemas rumah..mop lantai..lap itu ini okeh..~aku pon angguk angguk solehah..pehh..mmg patot pon rumah aku tu kene belasah harini..weekdays mmg tak sempat lgsung aku nak belasah die..makin melampau dah skrg..heeii..tatau nak jd ape..hish hish..
smpi2 rumah..aku trus masuk bilik~letak barang2..then..B.A.R.I.N.G atas katil...mata berat jeee.."boleh tak tido kejap?" en somi pandang tepat tak hingat muke aku..mati!kompom kene tiaw ni..tp ape nak jadi..jadila..serius aku malassss sgt harini..then en somi senyum..tutupkan lampu..pasangkan aircond..siap tutupkan pintu..suh aku tido kejap..fuhhh!!tengyu lebiyu en somi.. ;)
dalam hati aku~gile kejam punye bini..ko hingat ko DIVA? MEM BESAW? ~ so tung~tang~tung~tang en somi bersilat sorang2 kat luar bilik..aku pon tatau ape en somi buat..tp kompom satu pakej ~sapu,mop,lap~
tapi tu la..puas aku guling guling cam tenggiling kiri ke kanan kanan ke kiri nak dekat 30 minit..tamau gak tido..padan la muke pon..dose okeh pn zura ! dah dah bangun skrg !! so atas kesedaran sivik..aku pon bangun join kemas bilik.. :)
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Tuesday, December 21, 2010

AKU DAH KAWEN !!





Whoa...~ im saying it LOUD!! do u hear it?

fuuuhhhh..fuuuhhhh..dah berabuk blog aku neh !
dah bersarang..merayap2 labah labah sume.. ;)





hurmm...so make it short !
dengan banggenye aku nak gtau..aku dah kawen ! ~ On 1st April 2010 harituh..
sepatutnye mengikut plan asal..our solemnization will be on 3rd April..
~ heh! bukan kes tak sabar okeh..tp because of thingy2 yang tak dpt dielakkan..
nikah koboi i can say ! venue was at PPUM ~ wad ICU.. hurmmmm...
hurmm..~ change mood ~ (T,T)
sgt la sedeh..

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Khamis,1st April 2010

i was about to hang out with my mak n ayah that time..
i think nak cr last minute items for wedding preparation kot..ngam ngam soi baru kuar rumah..i got a call from shahril n duhh..sooo touching! he was crying and asked me immediately come to PPUM ..i was like .."hah! what happened?"..
a lot of things played inside my cute brain box ! ~ cute keh?
whereas..baru semalam aku lepak lepak ngan his mom while cut her nails ..
that time mmg sgt bengkak kaki die..tp still aku rase ..yeps..she can fight!
.malam tu jugak her few friends dtg melawat..ade yg menangis..ade yg mintak maaf ..but as usual..she was act ceria..hepi..sempat melawak even she had no energy at all..~ mama..i salute yu..indeed! mama mmg tabah!

~ then smpi spital..aku trus berlari masuk ke ICU..i saw shahril was crying at one of corner..he cant talk..he cant say anything to me..then aku trus jumpe his mom..haih..the sebak~est part was ~
his mama immediately senyum and asked me so many sequences of question regards with wedding preparation..
"zura..mak mana?"..immediately my mak trus rapat ke katil..
she continue asked whether evrything was settled or instead..
and still continue..
"papa...baju papa time kawen along tak amik lagi"
"zura..yang tu dah siap?.." i was like ~
~ wuuuuuuuuu..mama..u dont have to think all those things at this moment please..~
after a short discussion among ayah and shahril's fam..
they got consensus utk cepatkan our nikah..
whoa! i looked my self..jeans and tight shirt..dah macam nak ke pasar malam!
so bit rushing..sup sap sup sap..me n shahril like intelligent chicken run sambar kereta trus feeling feeling Michael Schumacher balik rumah n salin baju nikah..
and same goes to mak ayah tp mak ayah aku tak la lari balik umah utk salin baju nikah..
cume dorg went to Jawi for kidnapped Tok Kadi .. ;P
hurmm..arrived at spital around 5 smthing..hurmm..wah ! what a surprise!
masuk masuk bilik icu tu..dah terbentang carpet and small stage and pillows..
khas utk our solemnozation..~ tengs for those who helped me arranging all these ~
right after nikah..both of us trus salam mama..that was my first time aku panggil "mama"..~ eh tak la..tipu je..sebelum2 ni aku ade gedik gedik terbabas terpanggil mama..then aku malu sndiri..hehe..walaupon mama mmg byk kali bahasekan diri die as mama..tp lidah aku kelu malu nak panggil mama..hehe..




right after that..mama was transfered to gine ward..
i can hear her voice lagi that time..borak skit2 dgn all relatives..
pas maghrib..mama was slowly unconscious..
only her deep breath can be hear..smpi la around kul 10 lebih..
nurse was took off patient monitor machine and all the tubes..
she said..there's nothing can be done unless pray for miracle n recite a yassin next to her..
time tuh..i saw shahril was strong enough..he keep reciting yassin next to mama..same goes to papa..around pkul 1 pagi..all guests were left..
tinggal lah kami bertige continue reading yassin..
3am..nafas mama semakin slow..jarak jarak..
until 6 ++ am..semakin slow n slow..
8++am..Jumaat..mama was passed away ..
i dont know why..
i cant stand my self..ive cried cried and cried..
can u imagine..how close we were..
since aku dgn shahril..i've won her heart compared to shahril..
tiap2 minggu kami balik bersame dr putrajaya ke kl..gosip itu ini..
( and of cos ade gosip psal you ye..Incik Husband )..heheh..
wherever aku kesana sini..soping ke ape ke..mesti dgn aku..
smpi kan if mama travel abroad..she will buy me a lot of gifts..huhu..
smpaikan shahril get jeles okeh.. ;P
haih..she leave us sgt sgt cpt i guess..hurmmm..
but..evrythg happened for a reason.. :)
al fatihah mama..
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