huhu..what the!!
feel like a few years tak blogging2..haha..blame work!!
erm..actually,its getting late..12.14 am..yawning..sleeping..tiring..
but my blog mood is leading my head now..
its ok..just jot down what is acrossing my mind k..
erm..too many things happened to me a few months back..
first :
i dono whether i did the rite decision..
i got offer from MARA for further Master at India..that one is under SPC program ( SKim Pelajar Cemerlang)..erm..i was sooo excited at first..to make it short,
i already attended the first interview , i prayed so hard , put very high hope n thx god, evrything went well..then a few weeks after,iv been called up for 2nd interview..but this time,dono why evrything turn to instead of my first feeling..i was really2 in the middle..feel so half half..i pon buat la smyg istikaroh..:P then tdo..zzz
but the next day tuh,i woke up,im wondering why there's nothing sign..there's nothing answer for me..sigh..( pstt..but i knw actually the answer ..haha..ye la kan..smyg yg 5 waktu pong still tak btol..ini kan plak smyg yg extra2..that one 100% shud pointing to myself..aiyok )
so after all the hard trying,i pon do as usual,g ofis...
smpi ofis,again..i felt so tak senang duduk,sooo uncomfortable..each word playing inside my mind..
" damn zura..this chance comes to u once in ur life,how can u simply refuse to try"
all question mark is surrounding my head..( ????????? )
i felt like to scream loudly..why soooo hard?
then,dgn nekad,i trus decide to meet my bos and asked for out for a while..
but damn again..by the time i nak ask for out,she led me first n gave me 3 tasks n all of that need to finish by that day!!
sgt2 tension..sengal..pk punye pk...jam dah pkul 12 tgh hari...
:(..of cos didnt manage to rush there..sadly,i pon trus cancelled niat and nekad to clear all my desire cache..and start to naturalized myself..huhu.. mayb there's smthing good for me..i called MARA's Staff and cancelled my interview..sob sob sob..
its ok la kan...dah tadek rezeki..berkhidmat utk company..( HAMPESSS )
2nd :
i already shift house..shifted to Wangse Maju..yup.convenient.bigger. but
as for me..i dun care how big it is,but the most important is,how u grew up as a teenagers..that one is the hepy part but the saddest part is, i hav to saperate with my cats..takleh nak bwk all cats..so brownish mmg dah missing in action 2 weeks before..black i passed to nyet so that he can look after him..the girl one i terpakse let her go.. :(
3rd :
i already tender resign from Symphony ..yehuuuuuu..
now is counting days..
i wish the day comes immediately..cannot tahan anymore all the pressure..
haha...
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feel like a few years tak blogging2..haha..blame work!!
erm..actually,its getting late..12.14 am..yawning..sleeping..tiring..
but my blog mood is leading my head now..
its ok..just jot down what is acrossing my mind k..
erm..too many things happened to me a few months back..
first :
i dono whether i did the rite decision..
i got offer from MARA for further Master at India..that one is under SPC program ( SKim Pelajar Cemerlang)..erm..i was sooo excited at first..to make it short,
i already attended the first interview , i prayed so hard , put very high hope n thx god, evrything went well..then a few weeks after,iv been called up for 2nd interview..but this time,dono why evrything turn to instead of my first feeling..i was really2 in the middle..feel so half half..i pon buat la smyg istikaroh..:P then tdo..zzz
but the next day tuh,i woke up,im wondering why there's nothing sign..there's nothing answer for me..sigh..( pstt..but i knw actually the answer ..haha..ye la kan..smyg yg 5 waktu pong still tak btol..ini kan plak smyg yg extra2..that one 100% shud pointing to myself..aiyok )
so after all the hard trying,i pon do as usual,g ofis...
smpi ofis,again..i felt so tak senang duduk,sooo uncomfortable..each word playing inside my mind..
" damn zura..this chance comes to u once in ur life,how can u simply refuse to try"
all question mark is surrounding my head..( ????????? )
i felt like to scream loudly..why soooo hard?
then,dgn nekad,i trus decide to meet my bos and asked for out for a while..
but damn again..by the time i nak ask for out,she led me first n gave me 3 tasks n all of that need to finish by that day!!
sgt2 tension..sengal..pk punye pk...jam dah pkul 12 tgh hari...
:(..of cos didnt manage to rush there..sadly,i pon trus cancelled niat and nekad to clear all my desire cache..and start to naturalized myself..huhu.. mayb there's smthing good for me..i called MARA's Staff and cancelled my interview..sob sob sob..
its ok la kan...dah tadek rezeki..berkhidmat utk company..( HAMPESSS )
2nd :
i already shift house..shifted to Wangse Maju..yup.convenient.bigger. but
as for me..i dun care how big it is,but the most important is,how u grew up as a teenagers..that one is the hepy part but the saddest part is, i hav to saperate with my cats..takleh nak bwk all cats..so brownish mmg dah missing in action 2 weeks before..black i passed to nyet so that he can look after him..the girl one i terpakse let her go.. :(
3rd :
i already tender resign from Symphony ..yehuuuuuu..
now is counting days..
i wish the day comes immediately..cannot tahan anymore all the pressure..
haha...
